God, i gotta say that it really, really hurts to see those i care about wallow in their own pride and sin...tricking themselves into thinking that they're going to heaven. i wish i could do something to open their eyes, but it is your decision and power in the end. God, i pray for your grace, that you've chosen these people to be redeemed, so they can feel what it truly means to have a peace that transcends all understanding. i see them living completely blind, and it breaks my heart over and over. i wish i could show them, but they won't listen...God, you are good. may your will be done.

in You we are satisfied.